I know you saw it, the “Jesus”. Yes, I’m one of those
people.
But the thing is, I don’t wear the “Christian” label on
Sunday mornings and take it off after lunch. I don’t use prayer for a
suggestion box. And my God isn’t a hopeful scapegoat for a pleasant afterlife.
I’m a young woman who is trying to find her place in a
world, a world in which she can never quite seem to fit. I’m always searching.
And while I walk these roads in searching, sometimes I feel good, like I fit in
just a little bit. But other times, I fall. I mess up. I sin. I cry, scream,
offend, let down, and fail. And it’s when I’m at my lowest point where I find a
Love whom rushes to my side and lifts me up. This Love bought me as a slave,
looked into my eyes while removing my chains, and said, “You’re no longer
owned. Fly free.”
And now that Love is the only thing I never want to be free
from, and I found it all in following Jesus.
That is why I desire New Song Photography to be for Him. This
business is an act of my worship to the One who has brought to me every client,
every piece of equipment, every gorgeous natural back-drop. My website has
always said “I am constantly offering up my business to God…[it] would not have
been possible without the love and provision of the Lord.” I would be nothing
without Him, simply words on a page until He chooses to sing me into poetry.
I realize the risk this has for my business. Some people
won’t like my hopes for this business and venture off to look for a
photographer who keeps her heart quieter. It’s too bad, for I’d be overjoyed to
meet and work with anyone who holds any views that Jesus sends to my little
neck of the woods. But what is love without great risk? I want nothing to do
with a love like that. I’m putting my future, my finances, my hope in something
bigger than men. I’m spending my time under the sun choosing to love my Maker.
If you so happen to join me, for simply business or even a
friendship, it will be a beautifully whimsical, wild adventure. But don’t
worry; I’ve got a camera to capture it all. (;
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